Tortured.

One of the worst things in the world is to be tortured. It could possibly be the worst thing.

It’s not fair. I’ve moved on and I’m happy and it’s not fair. Why is that I am still haunted by thoughts of things that happened months and years ago? How is it that my mind still finds ways to distract me with things that only could or would have happened? It’s not fair. I’ve moved on. I’ve finally moved on and it’s not fair.

I just want to be free from this. I don’t want bad thoughts anymore. Who does? Why have they made a home in my mind? Please, please, just go away.

Things to Remember

1. Remember, child, remember,
That God is in the sky,
That He looks on all we do
With an ever wakeful eye.

2. Remember, oh! remember,
That all the day and night,
He sees our thoughts and actions,
With an ever watchful sight.

3. Remember, child, remember,
That God is good and true;
That He wishes us to be
Like Him in all we do.

4. Remember that He hates
A falsehood or a lie-
Remember, He will punish
The wicked by-and-bye.

5. Remember, oh! remember,
That He is like a friend.
And He wishes us to be
Good, and happy in the end.

6. Remember, child, remember
To pray to Him in Heaven;
And if you have done wrong,
Oh! ask to be forgiven.

7. Be sorry, in your little prayer,
And whisper in His ear;
Ask His forgiveness and His love,
And He will surely hear.

8. Yes, He will hear thee, and forgive
Like a father, good and kind;
So remember, child, remember,
That you love with all your mind-

9. The God, who lives in Heaven,
And gives us each delight,
Who guards us all the day,
And saves us in the night.