One of the worst things in the world is to be tortured. It could possibly be the worst thing.
It’s not fair. I’ve moved on and I’m happy and it’s not fair. Why is that I am still haunted by thoughts of things that happened months and years ago? How is it that my mind still finds ways to distract me with things that only could or would have happened? It’s not fair. I’ve moved on. I’ve finally moved on and it’s not fair.
I just want to be free from this. I don’t want bad thoughts anymore. Who does? Why have they made a home in my mind? Please, please, just go away.