How To Say Sorry

How do you say sorry when you’ve hurt beyond belief the one person you NEVER thought you would?

How do you say sorry and try to repair what is totally damaged?

How do you say sorry for not loving the one person you love…?

How do you say sorry when you feel like complete sh*t and they’re still angry about it?

How do you say sorry when you feel like a fool for turning your head and looking the other way?

How do you say sorry when your sole presence brings chaos and pain…?

How do you say sorry to the person?

How do you forgive yourself?

How do you move on?

I’m Trying

I’m trying to be happy again.

I’m trying to be understanding.

I’m trying to be alright…

I’m trying.
I’m trying to not get angry.

I’m trying to let my sadness take its course.

I’m trying to not assume.,.

I’m trying.
I’m trying to trust.

I’m trying to not be paranoid.

I’m trying to breathe…

I’m trying.

Who Am I?

I am a happy person.
I am cheerful.
I am loud.
I am positive.
I am caring.
I am understanding.
I am loving.

I am not an angry person.
I am not mean.
I am not violent.
I am not indifferent.
I am not selfish.

I am no longer allowing emotions to create actions that define who I am or what I stand for.
I am trying to no longer allow people to dictate who I am and who I am not.

I am Jermane.
I am 23.
I am Christian.
I am loving.
I am bisexual.
And I am becoming exactly who I am meant to be.